21 months :)
People think its stupid to count months after a year.
But I don’t.
Because its one more month I got to spend with you :)
I want you
with all the cracks
and the stories
you’ve collected
and I want to
hear them all
and kiss you.
It’s so weird to think that next year I won’t be walking into FHS, but I’ll be walking on the campus of Endicott College. I’m excited for the next part of my life. I wonder where I’ll be in a year and if I’m happy. I hope I’ll be happy, that’s my number one goal. As I’m sitting here thinking about all that I’ve been through, I’m proud of myself. I’ve been through so much shit but then again I’ve had amazing memories with my friends in and out of school. I’ve cried a lot of tears but laughed and smiled even more, I’ve had my first “heartbreak”, and I’ve had pointless drama, welcome to high school. Will college be any different? I hope so honestly.
This summer will be a lot of fun, I can’t wait to spend it with my friends since we’ll all be separating when the end of august comes along. But I’m positive we’ll still be friends when we come home from college. But I’m gonna miss you guys so much :(
I want these last few months with Andrew to be really fun and loving. Things are going to change and it sucks so I just wish time would freeze, just for one moment. These past 21 months have been a crazy ride but it’s been so much fun and I’m glad that he is my high school sweetheart. I’m gonna miss him though, like crazy. It’s hard to think about it without tearing up, but I wanna spend as much time with him as possible. Because before I know it, that time will be gone.
